Marriage to Kiran made me negligent of my spiritual life. Instead of leaning on God, I ran in the opposite direction. I was cleverly indoctrinated into doubting the very existence of God. His explanations were always convincing.
Jesus said in this world any sense of peace we achieve on our own is temporary and will ultimately turn to tribulation. But in HIM, we have a source of peace that will overcome the tribulation of this world!